Scared

today I met someone, she’s 95 blind hard of hearing and alone. she cried to me and said she’s very depressed she was very scared and wanted to die. she said she’s depressed all the time and that she was ready for God to take her home. So I sit here and I wonder will I be like her one day will I be standing alone wishing I had my husband my mother my father and brother around me. wishing for God to take me as well?

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